I have a date tattooed in one of the folds of my brain I guess, one that left me wandering for years in guilt for not being there when I could have been. Maybe. After about 5 years, my friend came to me in a vivid dream and told me it was okay. That began the healing, and although it's been fifty years for me, the wound, as you know Trilety, never closes all the all the way.
In some ways, I wish I hadn't read this because it's bringing back stuff when it's not that time of year. But mostly, I'm glad I did because I sense the importance of your words, and how expressing your love and grief so honestly helps you. Thank you for sharing.
I'm sorry your grief is so complicated and has lingered so long. Death and grief and emergence are all difficult, and you can only move through it at a pace that makes sense for you. You know I'm here if you ever want to talk. ♥️
I love this Trilety. It's perfect, what you did and what you feel and what you wrote.
Thank you, Jeanne!
I have a date tattooed in one of the folds of my brain I guess, one that left me wandering for years in guilt for not being there when I could have been. Maybe. After about 5 years, my friend came to me in a vivid dream and told me it was okay. That began the healing, and although it's been fifty years for me, the wound, as you know Trilety, never closes all the all the way.
In some ways, I wish I hadn't read this because it's bringing back stuff when it's not that time of year. But mostly, I'm glad I did because I sense the importance of your words, and how expressing your love and grief so honestly helps you. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you, Victor. How tragic how many of us share similar wounds. Thank you for your story, and I totally get what you meant about the time of year
i am rarely ever on Substack lately but so glad i saw this today 💓
i see you, the wind tearing canyons in your soul... 🫂🫂
we see each other 💕
I'm sorry your grief is so complicated and has lingered so long. Death and grief and emergence are all difficult, and you can only move through it at a pace that makes sense for you. You know I'm here if you ever want to talk. ♥️
Thank you, my friend. Your message means so much. And apologies for my delayed reply!
Lol most of my replies are delayed, so no worries there 😂
Pax
Perfect